screamin my heart out

First things first,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

This picture was taken on last Saturday in Ruums for the launching of Models Magazine. I think I look Fugly, Chubby and Stumpy. One of my friend said I look "lanci"(sombong). Is it true?? I really would love to know what you think of it. Tell me HONESTLY please I really wont mind. Your comments will help me improve. It wasn't such a good night because I had a wardrobe malfunction, plus a slight slip on the runway which ruined my catwalk after that because I was in a rush to go on the runway (as I was suppose to go out already but late) and that caused my confidence level to drop drastically from 89% to 1. AAAARRRGGGHH!!!!! But everything else was good.. many people actually came for the event, thank goodness. A photographer told me to put on a lil bit of fat. I really wish it's as easy as it sounds...

Haih.. I really felt like I could die right now. I wish somebody would just come and shoot me.. I've done something unthinkable. I am in total shock now.. I don't know what to do and what to expect. In suspense now.. I really don't like this feeling. Why la my backside so itchy??!!! Oh now I can't sleep in peace. I wish I'm dead..aaaaaaggggrrrhhhhssss....

oh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS!!!

MEN

For all those men who say, "Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free." Well, here is an update for you.
Nowadays, 80% of women are against marriage. WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. And this is why.

Men are like....
1. Laxatives.. They irritate the crap out of you.
2. Bananas.. The older they get, the less firm they are.
3. Weather.. Nothing can be done to change them.
4. Blenders ..You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
5. Chocolate Bars..Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
6. Commercials..You can't believe a word they say.
7. Department Stores..Their clothes are always 1/2 off!
8. Government Bonds..They take soooooooo long to mature.
9. Mascara..They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10. Popcorn..They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
11. Snowstorms..You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12. Lava Lamps..Fun to look at, but not very bright.
13. Parking Spots..All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

This is for all the remarkable women that I know, as well as to any understanding good-natured, fun guys that is lucky enough to come across this.

messy mind

I finally understood that feeling. Found the answers to the questions that haunted me in the past. I think I have finally found the truth. Thanks to a special someone who helped me understand it all, not only that he also helped me experience it firsthand. Now I know how it felt and why it happened. I always thought "how could this happen to me? I am such a good person!! What have I done wrong?!" but now i realise, it can happen to anyone of us. I know this post could be strange..as you wouldn't know what am I talking about but I just have to let it outta my mind. This dilemma..

Should I or should I not find out for sure whether the answers that I came up with are true or not?

A part of me wants to say those things I've kept inside. Those junks that I have not cleared out of the closed closet.. There is just too many and I am afraid if I don't clear them out, it'll overflow one day and *poofffpaouu* pauchar how? Repressing things is not good ya know.. but I feel much better nowadays. I need closure, cz as quoted from the song Stop and stare by One Republic "Stop and stare, I think I'm moving but I go nowhere" . I don't wanna go nowhere..

my oh my..look at wat sleepless nights has done to me o.O

sue's tag

Tagged by Suezan

Rules

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List EIGHT random facts about yourself.
3: Tag EIGHT people at the end of your post and list their names.
4: Let them know they've been tagged.


8random facts about myself(which i think is not very random)

- i like to change my hairstyle very often,and I actually like it short.reaaalll short.if you think it's ugly, at least i'm stylishly fugly thank you XD

- apparently I am a girly girl according to my sis, so if i commit suicide this random fact will be the reason why.hahaha i'm joking pris,dun emo pls.

- absolutely in love with my gorgeous self cz I've been dating myself alot lately and again I'm loving it.

- loves to drink fresh milk and a junkfood junkie

- sings and dances all the time cz I love, love, love it.

- i think camwhoring is a necessity

- cannot sit still.cannot stay home for more than a day, will absolutely die.

- also afraid of cockroaches now, thx to the influence of the mighty one who tagged me


I shall tag 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,and YOU.